Past , Present , Future .......

well.... today is 27 of april 2009 , now is 6.24am ( which is display on my pc time )
well ... feeling weird tonight ... alot of thinking ..... or should i say thoughts ....
things is runing around inside my head ... making me hard to sleep .... i was chatting while update my blog just now ...... then tried to sleep ..... but cant ..... so just finished watching naruto ..... and were trying to sleep again but end up the same ....... feel like expressing out ... but no place to do .. so ... here i am .. haha
things had change alot this year .... almost everything ..... many things happen to my personal life .... work .... and things just wont went as the way i want .... now is almost the end of the month ... hopefully next month will be better .
past , present , future has always been my motivation words .... Remember My Past , See My Present and Prepare For My Future . My past is not that good ..... present sucks ....... future ... ?! hardly can see . lol . just now talk with few of my friends .... who were unhappy ..... so .... i was lucky to be their listener ... where they share their thoughts and feeling with me ... well .... it was all about relationship . love and friendship . while listening to them ... it reminds me of my current and past feeling and memories ..... haha ...... not really a good one .... one of them even cried tim ... haha ... ( ya ya ya .. its you .... you know it's you if you are reading this ... crying baby ... lol ) well ... cant really talk much here ...as i don't know how to really express .... and the msn is extremely annoying ... with all those stupid pop-up keep coming even at this moment of writing this blog .... deng ... but how i wish there were someone for me to hug .... but all i have now ... is my own bolster .... lol . i don't know what coming for my future .... but all i can do , is to stay tough , stay strong and face it all ..... no matter its for better or worst .... living is surviving ...... and i must survive in this cruel world ....

Remember my past , see my present , and prepare my future .......

P/S : Sorry ah .. haha ... this is the 1st ever boring blog post without any picture at all ...

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27 April 2009 - 6.42AM